I think perhaps,..... the time has come. Time to pursue the other side of myself, the part that has laid dormant, for far too long...... What do I have to lose?...."Nothing".... What do I have to gain?....Perhaps, "Nothing"... At this stage in the game, I can't say that I really care....Yes, well, there is a part of me still clinging to old thought patterns... But, I will have that under control soon enough... Life is, what it is... What may be good for the Goose, does not always stand true for the Gander... See it as you will, ultimately, we must all walk our own paths, to whatever ends...Enough for now..
Sincerely,
Ronnie
Monday, December 8, 2008
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Coming To Conclusions.....
I have been on enough soul searching trips in this life, to fill perhaps 2 lives...
It would seem , I know myself very well, although I no not yet, what driving force is behind me, regardless of my decisions, and actions..I mean, I may have an inkling as to the origins, but not to the extent I feel I should..Be that as it may, I know myself quite well...I live one moment, one hour, one day at a time... The future holds no weight in my thinking, for i simply cannot see it..
I am not near sighted, as is the mouse.. Trust me, I see much!..More than I should I think, but nevertheless, I see... I'm not going to go into the details of all I know about myself, but, I will say this much.. From this path, there is no turning back, upon this path, there is no stalling, or stumbling, or stagnancy..
It is a path not easily tread.. I will not, cannot, look back, I will not, cannot get caught up in an impossible situation, that has not the potential to grow beyond it's current capacity... This path I am on, is a for me alone... I cannot afford to, and refuse to allow my emotions rule the outcome of this journey I have found myself suddenly upon... Life is and shall always be, for me, "What It Is".. With all that this has, and shall ever encompass...
Sincerely,
Ronnie
It would seem , I know myself very well, although I no not yet, what driving force is behind me, regardless of my decisions, and actions..I mean, I may have an inkling as to the origins, but not to the extent I feel I should..Be that as it may, I know myself quite well...I live one moment, one hour, one day at a time... The future holds no weight in my thinking, for i simply cannot see it..
I am not near sighted, as is the mouse.. Trust me, I see much!..More than I should I think, but nevertheless, I see... I'm not going to go into the details of all I know about myself, but, I will say this much.. From this path, there is no turning back, upon this path, there is no stalling, or stumbling, or stagnancy..
It is a path not easily tread.. I will not, cannot, look back, I will not, cannot get caught up in an impossible situation, that has not the potential to grow beyond it's current capacity... This path I am on, is a for me alone... I cannot afford to, and refuse to allow my emotions rule the outcome of this journey I have found myself suddenly upon... Life is and shall always be, for me, "What It Is".. With all that this has, and shall ever encompass...
Sincerely,
Ronnie
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